Yea. Yea. Yea. Alcohol is a tough monkey. I kicked the bottle of vodka a day and the constant pot smoking. Now I'm almost done with everything except for a couple things for depression, and when I get shit going better I probably won't need that crap either. My mom did the same wrist crap and she did get treatment. My friend's probably next.

I have a great sex life. Looks like Kaiser Hospital is gona hire me. Things are happening as they happen. I don't need anyone who takes up any more of my time than my GF. It's all OK.

When I'm in at Kaiser I'll be happy. When I help other people I feel good. i was a massage therapist for years and it was really good for me. I forgot all about my problems when I was working with people and that's what makes me happy.

I'm too direct and honest for most social arenas. I tell people what I think to their face and not behind their back. I have ethics and most LA people don't.

When I joined up with the pagans it was a very intense ritualistic environment. The yoga and eastern spirituality kept me grounded and focused.

I had my crown chakra jam into the on position for a while and I got really psychic. It eventually split in two and I lost the whole psychic thing, but it'll come back eventually through time. It was funny as there were all these older people who thought they were sex magicians and crap and I knew it was all book stuff. The yoga I did made me into like a channel for eastern enlightned experiences. I was young and cute and I got all the women Ha ha ha! It was all good though, because there was a rule that no-one could get jealous of anybodies sexual connections. I'll write a book someday oin that time.