Wow, a revealing thread. I too barely graduated high school with a 2.0015 GPA. I had to take 4 extra classes at an adult center to be able to pass. I partied so hard you guys probably wouldn't imagine. Hell, most people I know thought it was crazy. I was going out every night and just blowing my pay checks. I got into night clubs and bars when I was 16 getting served whatever I wanted. I used to go to this one bar almost every other night. Hung out with people that thought I was 26, mind you I could grow a full beard at 16. Met a ton of chicks and sealed the deal on quite a few. I used to wake up at 3 PM after a night of partying, call up friends and go back out to party again. In HS everyone called me a party boy, I was the epitamy of "life of the party". Anytime anyone wanted to throw a party they would call me and my best friend to invite everyone. You wouldn't put it past us to have a casual party of about 50 people on a week night. When it was all said and done I don't really regret it, but I have taken it as a lesson that, that kind of lifestyle gets you no where. I now have to pay for all my college, whereas my friends that had good GPA's don't pay a cent. I am about to be 20 and am already in $10,000 school loan debt. It sucks but I have to suck it up if I want to be a physicist. I have 4 tests next week that I have no idea what they are about.... I should be studying right now lol.

Oh and I have thought of moving to the middle of no where and stockpiling. Eventually if I make great money I will buy a fallout house cheap and stockpile there for a vacation or relaxation spot. When I turn 21 I'm getting my CCW permit and am purchasing a hand gun. This world is crazy to not protect yourself.

see....im almost to the point to where i want to get in trouble for something... i am never in trouble and therefore... i know you all will say to keep that way and explain how bad it is to b in trouble ha... but my life is just soooo boring..... i NEVER party, patially due to the fact that i cant dance... i dont drink...... i dont smoke..... i still have the V card to nobodys suprise..... i jus feel like doing something stupid so that my life will change a little bit..... i feel like im oging to grow old and regret the things that i DIDNT do... im prolly the only person that thinks that... pretty sure of it....
AK dude... idk how you got over the drugs andt turned your life around like that..... must have been a lil holy man in there somewhere..... :)
Boss- i really hope that tank does good for me....... EVERYBODY i know is against it.. so my curiosity in the hobby is the only reason i still have it.. besides you guys....
So in order to change life around a lil bit i have planned : A) telling my job to fuck off B) putting a bright blue mohawk like stipe down the middle of my hair C) Getting a bike off of God knows what credit score and D) Shooting a prarie dog with my 30-06 time to see how many people agree with those thoughts...

not to mention that im sure everyone on here who has given testimony to doing bad things and getting into trouble will tell you recovering { and thank god they did} can cost you more and will cost you more than you could ever imagine

trouble is never a good investment...............

as far as the tank goes..............fuck people, you want to be a bad ass? prove em all wrong and build the badest salt system in your area.......become the "midwest- salt water Pimp" {sorry Pimp, just an example,lol}

a real badass is the person who can look at someone in the real shitter and reach down and help them out......be that person.....

nothing wrong with the "V" card either .................i was 19 bud before i cashed it in.............and although sex is great and fun, i really wish i hadn't slept with some of the crawl i have over the years, because it's such a special thing between my wife and I and i wish she were the only one i had shared it with, but oh well

and yeah guns and a bikes are both pretty dangerous things - i am a former marine that went through sniper training {not the full course} was on the USMC rifle team and loves shooting, but have no use for guns anymore
road bikes for 20 years and my wife is terified of them so i don't have them anymore either

they are for a very select few and i'm sorry to say young people {not you for anyreason} shouldn't be out with them and on them.................sorry im an advocate on these things, lol

but smokin a fatty and sleepin all day sounds like a plan man .......lol

your doin fine bud

Boss

You can try to go out and party and experiment with drugs and such, but it's not going to fulfill you. You need to find what you're really searching for in life, and starting the cycle of partying is just going to delay you. But some people do need to go through that before they realize what's important in life, so it's entirely up to you.

But so is your entire life. There are things we can't control in our lives, but there are many things we CAN control, and, barring some mental illness (I should know, I've got at least two), we can always control the way we VIEW our lives.

In really rough times, it's good to have something like an aquarium... something you can just sit back and watch, clear your head, let your thoughts just float around without trying to catch one or another. There are good things and there are bad in life, but ultimately it is our struggles that make us who we are, and most of the time the situation is not as hard as we think.

Just try to relax and don't make things harder on yourself than they really are.

if your that concerned about the V card man just go out and get a hooker..... ha j/k
i mean think about it how bad would it suck if you did get laid but found out 3 months later that the girl was preggo and se has the herp, or the hiv for that matter mabey a case of the GW the gifts that keeps on giving,,,,,,ha