money making addiction????? is it possable???
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gumbii - Posts: 1695
- Joined: Tue Dec 04, 2007 3:31 am
i don't drink... well not anymore... i quit... i had alot of chances to drink this past month... or since i came back from camping... but i haven't... i have dyslexia and i can't get addicted to anything... so i just dropped it cold turkey...
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Peterkarig3210 - Posts: 1980
- Joined: Wed Oct 24, 2007 3:04 am
The day I'm totally clean will be a great day for me. I'm much better than I used to be and my health is very good but I have restless leg syndrome and it's unbearable. I've had it for years and have tried all kinds of medication prescribed by my doctor and non have helped. Some of the meds made me really stupid too. When I had to stop working as a massage slave at a big spa due to terrible back pain a few years ago and found out through an MRI that I have 4 of the 5 lumbar disks worn down to almost nothing I was prescribed Viccodin.
An amazing thing happened. The restless leg syndrome totally stopped and I could actually get a good night's sleep and was able to sleep next to a beautiful woman without having to lie on the floor because of my incessent need to kick my legs. Now the RLS has moved from my knees to my wrists and elbows and even with a dose of Viccodin it takes 1 1/2 hours to get any relief.
I'd like to stop with this damned Viccodin, but at this time I am able to function very well and I don't drink or do other drugs any more. My liver function is perfect and I think when I have the money I'm going to go back to the yoga and use that and good healthy food to help me get off the crap.
It sucks to be at the mercy of a drug. I know I'm not as real and clear mentally as I would be being totally clean. It also goes against my belief that I should be self healing and not attatched to an external substance in order to function normally.
An amazing thing happened. The restless leg syndrome totally stopped and I could actually get a good night's sleep and was able to sleep next to a beautiful woman without having to lie on the floor because of my incessent need to kick my legs. Now the RLS has moved from my knees to my wrists and elbows and even with a dose of Viccodin it takes 1 1/2 hours to get any relief.
I'd like to stop with this damned Viccodin, but at this time I am able to function very well and I don't drink or do other drugs any more. My liver function is perfect and I think when I have the money I'm going to go back to the yoga and use that and good healthy food to help me get off the crap.
It sucks to be at the mercy of a drug. I know I'm not as real and clear mentally as I would be being totally clean. It also goes against my belief that I should be self healing and not attatched to an external substance in order to function normally.
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Snowboss4492 - Posts: 2098
- Joined: Sun Jan 27, 2008 11:24 pm
fuckin Gumbii..................lmao....life just wouldn't be the same without my daily check ins to see what the Gum master has to say ...............love ya man
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